I am searching for some help. Unfortunately, I have been so tired that I have not been active enough in my search for help, support, and information. Now my son is one and we are in a rough pattern. It seems like he fights sleep. I am totally willing to put him to sleep by breastfeeding, even though experts say not to (I have read the No Cry Sleep Solution like 4 times), but my son refuses to fall asleep. He insists on nursing and screaming and crying and rocking and fighting and nursing and around and around again until eventually after about an hour he falls asleep (if it's a nap, he sleeps for about 30-40 minutes, then he's up and ready to go). It is just so painful for me. I want his sleep to be peaceful - we have a lovely routine that we follow, it seems like he knows what is going on, he'll nurse for about 30 minutes, but then he sits up and is done, he wants to get on with his day, so I have to keep him there by force. Falling asleep at nighttime is interesting, because often once he nurses and tries to get up and I make him stay in bed (king size family bed) then he tosses and turns and snuggles and kisses and eventually does fall asleep on his own - but that is only for the first fall asleep of the night, not at naps, and not any other time during the night (he wakes up about every hour and nurses back to sleep). Sorry I'm giving so many details, it's just that I'm at the end of my rope - I often get frustrated with him. Once I wanted to shake him but didn't, and twice I've yelled, just a loud scream, which of course screws everything up and we have to start all over again. A few final details - he goes to bed at 7:30 and gets up in the morning around 7:30, down for a morning nap around 10-10:30 and afternoon nap 3-4. Any help or ideas you can give would be so appreciated. Thank you!