DS has hand/foot/mouth virus and has refused to nurse since Saturday. I keep offering but he cries and turns away. We've been through a lot but he's never gone on strike for more than a day before and it feels like this may be the end of nursing for him. He turns 1 in a few days. I've been really emotional about it and your letter captured a lot of what I'm feeling. I will really miss the cozy moments cuddling him while he nurses.