Seriously, don't feel bad. I ballooned out 70 lbs with my 2nd! For a 5'4" woman, that's a lot of extra weight to suddenly have! I really didn't eat too bad back then, but I think it was from when I was on the depo shot, it messed with my body. I got off of it after becoming pregnant and miscarrying and then pregnant with her 8 weeks later.