I did already! Cause according to my LMP I should be 10/11 weeks already. But according to two ultrasounds, no being able to hear the heartbeat yet, and a pelvic exam...I can only be six weeks max. All very confusing for sure.
There were taken on 12/19. I was 5/6 weeks then. I am even bigger now. So even though it's my fourth and all, I either think my dates are off or there is more than one in there. Cause it's not bloat. Even after days of little food/water thanks to m/s, it still looks the same.
I only got one gift at all this year. One of those crazy, sonic toothbrushes from my MIL. I'm sure somehow she meant well, but it's hard not to take it a little personal lol.
She has bought me a huge, tacky coat every other year since 2001 (and I live in CA). At least it was something different this time.
I know you are trying to help and I really appreciate it. But your posts are confusing me. They aren't making much sense or applying well to my situation here at all. I am stepping away for a while. Thanks again everyone and I hope you all have a good holiday.
Um, I know. I have been inpatient over 30 times since my teens. I am very familiar with hospitals and what goes on while in them. And when I am pregnant, there really isn't anything that they do other than keep me alive and fed. They usually prefer to avoid meds if they think there is any way I can go it with out them. They get mad about morning sickness and then accuse me of being bulimic. And frankly it's just not all that safe of a place. People rage there and...
I would love a new doctor/clinic. But my insurance is only accepted by one local place and she's the only doctor there I like. Actually she is the only doctor I have ever liked. Usually doctors fire me pretty quickly for questioning them too much, or for being so scared/difficult. But she has been willing to put up with me no matter what for a long time now. That's why I was so crushed when she started this calling CPS thing all the time. It's so pointless and now...
I have been eating a ton of chili the last couple of days. It's some meat, tons of beans, and I like lots of cheddar cheese on top. It smelled terrible to me when it was cooking and I'm not actually craving it. But when I eat it it tastes so yummy and my m/s has been drastically reduced today so yay.
I still want my turkey and cranberry sandwich...but I still have not had the motivation to go and get it lol.
I was going to go to an industrial club and see one of my favorite industrial bands there. But thanks to morning sickness and my roomate/MIL going out of town, I am going to stay home with Zayla and enjoy the peace and quiet since I will have to be up early to deal with all the animals anyways.
Saturday night though Zayla is going to my moms house and I am going to a different industrial club to see yet another band that I like. Which is nice cause I'll still...
I had my dd1 when I was 19 and I was a very AP mom (yay for MDC). Being so crunchy (along with my age) really set my apart from other moms at all the local play groups and moms groups, etc. It was very lonely at times. I'm so glad that you have a mom who will be so supportive Riley. Having some people around who "get it" can make things so much easier. :)