Good for you, Joy, this must all be so hard for you, big hugs for persevering.
Sol, I had to look up vaspospasm. Is your vaspospasm related to Reynaud's at all? I only ask because I have issues with Reynaud's, but it hasn't manifested in my nipples. So sorry, mama.
Sarah, i empathize with the feeling very possessive. I even feel that way with B sometimes, he is in heaven because he can comfort Q with a pacifier once she is fed, and he does all the...