Hi, I'm Cindy and I'm new here.  I have a 9 month old daughter and I've been depressed off an on... It didn't get worse until last November when my husband lost his job.  I started out strong, then got weaker and depressed. Now, I have good days and bad days.  Today was a bad day.  All I did was lay around and cry.  I cried last night too.  I have a beautiful daughter that I love to be with (there's no thoughts of harming her or myself), but I sometimes wish things...