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I have phD in neurobiology too :) didn't do any career since ds 2 was born...:/ now am trying to apply for the position of Assistant professor at local university but dont have really high hopes for that. :( my kids are now capable to study alone in the mornings..so that is big plus....really nice to get to know you, ladies :) 
thank you for your reply! well it bleeds if I brush my teeth and touch it etc....it didn't change in size for some months now...I dont know...I still didn;t find any specialist, but I googled it and found out that cysts on gums are pretty common and really rarely are cancers.....I dont know....
Hello all! I have a cyst on my lower gum that doesn't go away for a year now! I've been to a dentist who said it might be an infection, wanted to remove it surgically, but I got afraid that he is not very professional one. After that I saw my naturopathic doctor, who insured me 100 times that it is not cancer and gave me bunch of natural remedies, non of which helped. I have an intuition that it is because of my drained immune system after 8 years of three kids (2 years of...
we have one family, of a woman who helps us at home....they are our friends and we love to be around them. I always wondered you know, if there is something like city people! It is just the way I feel: no matter how wonderful the village could be-I just miss the city.(let alone it is almost deserted and super-isolated from the outside world). I was born in Moscow, lived half of my life in Beirut, much of my motherhood in the biggest cities of Japan. So living in the...
I know what trick of the mind ur talking about 😊 I just wish I could do that every time I feel depressed !
Meemee thank u very much for your support! ًً😍 We were planning to go to Beirut for a week on Monday but it seems the road is closed again because of snipers in tripoli 😓. I don't know how will be the situation in two days though. Also there was an explosion in Beirut a week ago so everyone is really concerned 😒. Here poeple are just so narrow minded! I was having some problems at the center because of that, there are things on my mind that I know I would love to do and...
Dh does know how I feel: he says it himself: u r totally different person in the city. He takes me to the city almost every time I ask but unwilling. I understand him; it is three hour drive, unsafe road, the city itself is polluted and crowded . Deep down I feel that I should love where I live now, I just feel so guilty that I am depressed and feel unfit here. We can move maybe, but that would mean losing everything we have done so far: the house and the farm .
Thank you so much for ur replies and support ! The village is almost deserted, we don't have any centers here except for the one that I run. No hospital, no parks nothing 😒 if we go to the city I do recharge but the problem is that dh hates the city and convincing him to go there is so difficult at times. I can go by myself but we have no good transportation here and since the problems started in tripoli there is shooting sometimes so the road is not very safe. Going by...
Didn't know where to put this....have been having this kind of depression ever since we moved to the farm. Frankly, I always had some kind of depression since was raised by a bi-polar mom, but somehow I am unable to get out of it for the rest of five years now. It depresses me even more, knowing that I have a wonderful husband, wonderful kids, wonderful house (which I adore), nice farm and an educational center which I run, although lately I lack enthusiasm for it. I...
We stick to our favorite workbooks. I found it most practical. My 9 year old ds needs a lot of attention with his studies, but he is also capable of doing things alone now, 5 year old dd needs a lot of help too that leaves my 2 year old ds almost always unattended  I can't believe how much more I used to be doing with ds1 at his age! I have a helper woman who comes everyday for 2-3 hours to help me with the house, as I also run an educational center for kids and a...
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