I still cannot find peace. I feel like less of a person for having only cs and not a vb. I can't stand to be around pregnant people and yesterday found out my other sil is pregnant and I had a complete melt down. I feel like people think I "chose" the soft option. I am happy to have the children that I have and that they are healthy, but it still hurts me that my body let me down!
10/14/12 at 8:45pm