My first time ever posting on  a forum. I share some of the same experiences as earlier posters. I am a grown women with children in college. I continue to suffer guilt over my relationship with my mother.  I don't know where to begin. As long as I can remember my relationship with my mother has been challenging. I have always wondered if she suffers from some kind of mental disorder. I want to move on, but the memories are holding me captive. I want to forgive and...