I'm not talking about living up to my ideals. but just not doing well enough as a parent to be happy with myself.
my kids are frustrating me (3.5 year old twins), we have no routine or schedule, everything is so random and chaotic, I rely too much on the TV b/c I am so frazzled.
I have this vision of peaceful interaction, an electronics free existence (but don't take away my internet ) learning and laughing and life being full of nature and art and joy! : :