You need to sleep, mama. Sleep deprivation is serious! It makes people crazy, literally losing-your-mind crazy. Falling apart, as you put it. I'd try some hypoallergenic formulas--Alimentum is one, Neocate is another--I know you probably don't want to do that, but sleep is so so important. You're no good to your babes if you can't function.
5/22/10 at 12:49am