Please, please, please get help (even if people around you are telling you not to.) You can call your local county health department and find free/low-cost services.
Do you want to put him up for adoption? Or just get over your ppd?
While I'm at work (8 hours a day), ds will eat one 4 oz. jar of solids (fruit or veggies) and about 8--10 oz. of ebm.
Then, he nurses FREQUENTLY during the evening/night/early morning when I am home.
He is 9 months old.
My SIL told me her success story of pumping/working, so that really encouraged me.
I went back to work when ds was 10 weeks old; he's almost 9 months now and I'm still bf'ing him.
I have the Medela Mini-Electric (single); I love...
Do you work? Do you have other children?
I'm in the exact same boat. My son is 9 mo., and he "reverse cycles" since I work during the day. (Meaning he'll only take a little ebm and solids during the day, then eats A LOT...