So sorry you didn't get the dream birth you wanted. I never did either. Some get wonderful, perfect births and others don't. I actually did have a really great birth for the most part and then it ended in a way that I really didn't want and it has been so hard to accept. I can relate to wanting to give birth again and having to live with the sadness of not getting the birth you wanted.
6/23/11 at 4:04pm