yes, me . i can't recover. my ex left me after 6 years. well, he left emotionally and then physically 2 years later.i too, cry every day. it is just so hard..............i'd love to get back together with him. but that won't happen..i hope you are ok. this is a very strong community and i've found help here. please stick around.
i'm sorry this is n't a very helpful post but your story stuck with me.
i too, have been suicidal and that is a recovery process in itself