Today is my birthday and of all the days ... I miss my mother the most. My mom died of b-cancer,at age 57 a day before New years 2000. So this time of year in general is filled with memories, but it kinda surprises me that I still keep expecting her to call me to wish me a happy birthday............. Its the one day, during the year, that my connection with her was purely between mother and daughter. Will this day always feel like this?