Feeling so down today. I feel like I must be delusional, how can I school Jaden when I my attention and responsibilities are so scattered? The baby just wants to be cuddled, and I can't sit with her 10 seconds. She (21 months) and we are all struggling. I am not giving anyone what they need. I am loosing ground, it hasn't even been 3 weeks! Support, OMG please pray for me. I have never felt so naive. I am!