I'm one month pregnant, and I hope this one will be a successful pregnancy. I'm 38, and I've been pregnant twice but one was really a molar pregnancy, and one miscarried at six weeks.
I'm in a complicated situation, having realized that for my own health and safety and sanity I have to leave my boyfriend. Just to be clear, he is not abusive, but as many know, there are a lot of other ways in which people can be dangerous. I arranged going to my mom's and should be out of here in a few weeks, but then I discovered that I'm pregnant. As I've always wanted a child, and never have been blessed, I'm not giving this up. This could be my last chance.
I'll admit, I am feeling pretty damn alone. I'm usually very strong and independent, but I've never been so scared in my life. So I decided to find a community online to feel a little less alone.
So here I am... I don't know what I will be able to contribute, but I know I'll learn a lot. Thanks for having me.
I'm in a complicated situation, having realized that for my own health and safety and sanity I have to leave my boyfriend. Just to be clear, he is not abusive, but as many know, there are a lot of other ways in which people can be dangerous. I arranged going to my mom's and should be out of here in a few weeks, but then I discovered that I'm pregnant. As I've always wanted a child, and never have been blessed, I'm not giving this up. This could be my last chance.
I'll admit, I am feeling pretty damn alone. I'm usually very strong and independent, but I've never been so scared in my life. So I decided to find a community online to feel a little less alone.
So here I am... I don't know what I will be able to contribute, but I know I'll learn a lot. Thanks for having me.
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