It is such an enormous huge powerful thing taking your classical homeopathy remedy. The path the trip the healing is at times overwhelming. I know for myself it has been nothing I can discuss with my husband or 14 mo ds!! Things move right down to your soul and beyond.
I think this would be a great place to come to share what our remedy is (SOOO interesting!), how we got to our classical homeopath, and our trials and tribulations as we heal.
I had some pretty heavy anxiety depression before and during my pregnancy. I took swim lessons with my son at the Y and wound up with a 2 mo long yeast infection. My son wound up with a pretty heavy duty one as well. It turns out a woman in my husband's circle of friends had just graduated from a CH school in London and needed clients for her supervised post grad work.
I could not believe what goes into taking the case! Things I haven't thought of in YEARS. The way you need to explain further on an adjective or verb you just said. I felt like I needed to drink a bottle of wine when we were done!! Revisiting recurring dreams, some not so pleasant times in my life, etc. it was all pretty heavy and pretty cool.
My remedy is Anhalonium or more well known as peyote. I think the coolest part of learning what your remedy is is learning about your remedy. This plant is so super cool. Understanding now how I am so much like a cacti... I have to force myself to drink water. I had read a long time ago about animal totems and such and picking up on the characteristics of your animal to help be more in harmony with yourself. It didn't even occur to me that you could do the same with the plant kingdom! This plant goes completely back underground to regroup in harsh times! I pull the blankets over my head!! Or before ds would stay in bed in the dark regrouping for a day or 2 at times. Of course I thought I was a weirdo for this but apparently it comes naturally to me!
It has been a real blessing finding my remedy and relating to this plant. It was in a post remedy visit I learned that she had no doubt on this one with the way I dream in color ( apparently very rare... I just always assumed everyone did bc I did. There were obviously other guiding symptoms but I think that one's pretty cool. Basically I live my life everyday in a peyote trip state!! No wonder everyone always thought I was/ am such a weirdo. I think it was the 3rd grade when people started asking what drugs I was on!! All those years I spent taking them trying to feel "normal"!! I never felt more justified in my life!
SO the first time I took my remedy...
When I was driving home I felt that numbing tingling feeling you get after taking hallucinogens. Then came the yawns that just keep coming and just drain your sinuses. And then just a nice feeling of clear. I was out later walking the dog when out of the corner of my eye I saw a group of gigantic horses running charging across the the field next to our yard. But they didn't have legs and were level with the tree tops!! It was like a wave. So I did start noticing things like the breathing bathroom carpet and different patterns of light in the periphial vision (sorry about the spelling) but these things are always there for me they were just now stronger.
So I think I revisited every single ailment I've ever had in my life ever! It was crazy and trying but there was really no turning back. This is what happens your body is finally getting rid of all the old gunk. I had one bought with anxiety for about a week. My homeopath explained things have a funny way of working out once you've taken your remedy. That you just wind up eliminating things that are not conducive to you and she has known a lot of people who have made drastic changes in their lives from a job change, to quiting their job and returning to school to leaving their partners... And well with the anxiety attacks I knew it was my job spawning them. So I walked and never looked back!! So many great opportunities have since opened for me. It did get rocky for dh and I but I see him just healing with me!
I have since had to take another dose. I took it right before bed so any fun trippy stuff happened in the astral plane!! It was amazing to feel and go through the difference of well and balanced to just plane not right. The changes have been less dramatic as the first but I can say this dose finally knocked the yeast vaginitus away!! And the first pain free period post birth! I took it a week ago so I'm sure I'll have more to say! It's so nice to just feel like me again.
I can't wait to hear about ya'lls experiences and share our healing times together.
I think this would be a great place to come to share what our remedy is (SOOO interesting!), how we got to our classical homeopath, and our trials and tribulations as we heal.
I had some pretty heavy anxiety depression before and during my pregnancy. I took swim lessons with my son at the Y and wound up with a 2 mo long yeast infection. My son wound up with a pretty heavy duty one as well. It turns out a woman in my husband's circle of friends had just graduated from a CH school in London and needed clients for her supervised post grad work.
I could not believe what goes into taking the case! Things I haven't thought of in YEARS. The way you need to explain further on an adjective or verb you just said. I felt like I needed to drink a bottle of wine when we were done!! Revisiting recurring dreams, some not so pleasant times in my life, etc. it was all pretty heavy and pretty cool.
My remedy is Anhalonium or more well known as peyote. I think the coolest part of learning what your remedy is is learning about your remedy. This plant is so super cool. Understanding now how I am so much like a cacti... I have to force myself to drink water. I had read a long time ago about animal totems and such and picking up on the characteristics of your animal to help be more in harmony with yourself. It didn't even occur to me that you could do the same with the plant kingdom! This plant goes completely back underground to regroup in harsh times! I pull the blankets over my head!! Or before ds would stay in bed in the dark regrouping for a day or 2 at times. Of course I thought I was a weirdo for this but apparently it comes naturally to me!
It has been a real blessing finding my remedy and relating to this plant. It was in a post remedy visit I learned that she had no doubt on this one with the way I dream in color ( apparently very rare... I just always assumed everyone did bc I did. There were obviously other guiding symptoms but I think that one's pretty cool. Basically I live my life everyday in a peyote trip state!! No wonder everyone always thought I was/ am such a weirdo. I think it was the 3rd grade when people started asking what drugs I was on!! All those years I spent taking them trying to feel "normal"!! I never felt more justified in my life!
SO the first time I took my remedy...
When I was driving home I felt that numbing tingling feeling you get after taking hallucinogens. Then came the yawns that just keep coming and just drain your sinuses. And then just a nice feeling of clear. I was out later walking the dog when out of the corner of my eye I saw a group of gigantic horses running charging across the the field next to our yard. But they didn't have legs and were level with the tree tops!! It was like a wave. So I did start noticing things like the breathing bathroom carpet and different patterns of light in the periphial vision (sorry about the spelling) but these things are always there for me they were just now stronger.
So I think I revisited every single ailment I've ever had in my life ever! It was crazy and trying but there was really no turning back. This is what happens your body is finally getting rid of all the old gunk. I had one bought with anxiety for about a week. My homeopath explained things have a funny way of working out once you've taken your remedy. That you just wind up eliminating things that are not conducive to you and she has known a lot of people who have made drastic changes in their lives from a job change, to quiting their job and returning to school to leaving their partners... And well with the anxiety attacks I knew it was my job spawning them. So I walked and never looked back!! So many great opportunities have since opened for me. It did get rocky for dh and I but I see him just healing with me!
I have since had to take another dose. I took it right before bed so any fun trippy stuff happened in the astral plane!! It was amazing to feel and go through the difference of well and balanced to just plane not right. The changes have been less dramatic as the first but I can say this dose finally knocked the yeast vaginitus away!! And the first pain free period post birth! I took it a week ago so I'm sure I'll have more to say! It's so nice to just feel like me again.
I can't wait to hear about ya'lls experiences and share our healing times together.








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to grapple with. I can hear the song of the other organism in me and it's very odd and completely exhausting to feel like...not me.
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