Okay so today I went in for my normal 38wk reg. MW appt. and left feeling really worried, scared and frusterated! I asked for an internal, a loose 4cm, tight 5cm!!! 80% effaced and baby enganged and starting to buldge! I got excited and was super happy!! Then my MW measured me, a bit small but unpredictable at this late in the game, I was small with Dakota and had low fluid. She was slightly worried, as I had low amniotic fluid with DS, but what was really concerning to her was the heartbeat was on the low side, so she ordered a NST and biophysical U/S to make sure everyhting was okay. I spent the day hooked up to machines only to figure out the baby is so super healthy and normal, high amount of fluid!!! Normal HB and ready to be born!!! It's just frusterating to know I spent a day at the hospital strapped down and worried sick only to find out it was for nothing and now I really feel like my MW is more like a Medwife and I wanna go with my gut of having a UC but feeling conflicted! Anyway the stress of the day has brought on many many contractions and now I'm so stressed I really don't want the baby right now!!!! I need some virtual hugs!!!
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12/4/08 at 12:00am