I'm too pregnant to be this upset! DH got home at 9.30 after sitting out in subfreezing weather waiting to be seen to get help for rent. When we called to find out what he needed to take, they told him social security cards, picture IDs, and a note from landlady saying how much we owe. So he left at 4 this morning, when it was 0* with windchill, to go stand outside the building to get help with rent. They don't open until 8.30, but they told him to get there around 4.30/5 to make sure we got there when there was still money. Turns out, they told him wrong, and they needed a special form to be filled out, but didn't tell him that. We also gave them the amount of rent we owe, and they said that would be alright, but now tell us they only do $200/rent. 
DH came home, freezing and couldn't feel his feet. He's depressed/angry/upset, because he has to go do this *all over* tomorrow morning, becaues *they* messed up. He's getting mad at me because I don't want to talk ot him abou thow stressed I am because he's repeatedly told me he wants to kill himself he's so upset. So I don't want to say the same things to him that are making him want to kill himself. He says I should go ahead and complain about it, because he won't do anything stupid, ,but I don't want to take that chance. So he's yelling at me, cursing at me, because I won't tell him the things that make him want to kill himself. He said it's my fault I'm so upset, because I won't talk about it. But am I so stupid to not want to talk about it when he says that it makes him want to kill himself? I know he really feels that way,
Today is DD's birthday, I asked him if he could not yell at her or me, to try and make it a little special, but he's already done it so much. I nkow he's tired, since he didn't sleep last night worrying about the rent. I don't know whatto do but I can't do this anymore.
DH came home, freezing and couldn't feel his feet. He's depressed/angry/upset, because he has to go do this *all over* tomorrow morning, becaues *they* messed up. He's getting mad at me because I don't want to talk ot him abou thow stressed I am because he's repeatedly told me he wants to kill himself he's so upset. So I don't want to say the same things to him that are making him want to kill himself. He says I should go ahead and complain about it, because he won't do anything stupid, ,but I don't want to take that chance. So he's yelling at me, cursing at me, because I won't tell him the things that make him want to kill himself. He said it's my fault I'm so upset, because I won't talk about it. But am I so stupid to not want to talk about it when he says that it makes him want to kill himself? I know he really feels that way,Today is DD's birthday, I asked him if he could not yell at her or me, to try and make it a little special, but he's already done it so much. I nkow he's tired, since he didn't sleep last night worrying about the rent. I don't know whatto do but I can't do this anymore.
email me off of here if you'd like! I'll see what I can do! 
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I'm sorry my first post was everywhere. DH was yelling at me, telling me we couldn't go to my appointment (not being mean, just he was/is *so* tired.), and he was yelling at me the whole time, but I had to post/talk to someone. 
While we (DH and I) appreciate it, I worry, because she is not doing much better than DH and I, and that was her "running away" money. (Money she has saved up to leave my dad if she ever needs to. Long story.) So I feel kind of bad taking it, but she said she was sure she wanted to help. So with the money she gave us, and if we can get the assistance from Matthew 25.40, then there's a mission that might can help us a little, we should have all but $5. 
