it was expected. she was welcoming it as much as possible.
she was a huge huge part of the last 40 years of my life. I need to be happy for her but am feeling very empty and numb today. I need to get my sh#$ together and pick up my young sons who spent the night at my inlaws after we had dinner with them last night. It is almost 2:00 pm and I don't even want to get out of my pj's. Christmas is over. I am putting things away today - I am emotionally spent and I did my job for my children alone without my husband and now without my aunt Sara.
God loves you Sara - he did not forget you. Welcome Home!
I pray it is all you hoped for and that Bill was in the receiving line to give you a huge ass hug!
Love you! 
she was a huge huge part of the last 40 years of my life. I need to be happy for her but am feeling very empty and numb today. I need to get my sh#$ together and pick up my young sons who spent the night at my inlaws after we had dinner with them last night. It is almost 2:00 pm and I don't even want to get out of my pj's. Christmas is over. I am putting things away today - I am emotionally spent and I did my job for my children alone without my husband and now without my aunt Sara.

God loves you Sara - he did not forget you. Welcome Home!
I pray it is all you hoped for and that Bill was in the receiving line to give you a huge ass hug!
Love you! 







I'm so sorry for your loss and I'm glad you're feeling at peace with this.

