|I love to read your posts because some of you have medical issues, etc., that make it hard for you to have babies, mine is that I don't have someone to make more babies with! Even though I want to leave it up to God as to whether or not I have more babies, I'm going to have a hard time accepting it if God tells me "NOT" - there's no more. I know being QF doesn't mean having a large family, but I've always wanted more than 3 children.
Sorry for the I need to work on being grateful for the 3 beautiful blessings I do have. Feel free to remind me of that when I whine.
If I spend any time thinking about it, it hurts so much. If God blesses us the night dh returns home , my current youngest will be four years old before the new baby would arrive. He's only two now. THinking about it that way makes it seem like an eternity before there's even a possibility of having a newborn in my arms.
Gotta keep reminding myself...God is good, God is good, there's a a reason for this, I'm so blessed already...