I'm still here. I had to "go offline" a bit because I was so jealous of the other mamas having their babies. I know, that sounds silly. But I'm past due, which I find a bit frustrating (to understate my feelings on the topic).
How am I staying sane? For the most part I'm not, really. But in my sane times I tie up lose ends. I have a work-related project I'm putting the final touches on. Each day I pick a new to-do (simple things like setting up a PO Box...reorganizing the kitchen pantry...etc.).
I also stopped working the Tuesday before New Years and made a commitment to myself to not worry about my due date for a full solid week and to really treat my time off as a vacation to read, write, go to movies, etc. That week has expired, so I also supplement my free time with sobs of "why won't my body go into labor??? WHY??!!!", every now and then. It's cathartic.
Apparently, I'm "long and posterior" meaning that despite the cramping and pelvic pressure, it's still not my time. I will not let this get me down. At the very least, I'll try not to. Until then, I tell myself, he will be born on his birthday. Simple as that.