I yelled at my 18mos old and told her to "shut up" and I feel AWFUL!!! I can't even look her in the eyes right now. All.morning.long she has done nothing but whine, whine, whine and I've tried everything to entertain her and I just "lost it." I couldn't have hurt her more if I had slapped her
The shock in her eyes......... She immediately started the "hurt/hard" crying and I went over there, calmed her down, told her how sorry I was and asked her to please forgive mommy, what I did was wrong and that I loved her very much. She seems fine and over it now but I know it'll take me a few days.
I am very stressed out right now. I'm having my third, last, and most difficult pg. Sleep is a joke. My hips/pelvic bone hurt, ache, and throb when I'm sitting, much less when I'm trying to play with her on the floor or get something done. I'm starting to get the swelling in my legs, etc. I've been diagnosed with gestational diabetes which I've never had with my other pgs., etc.
I'm dropping her off at my friend's house down the street in about 45min which will give me about 2hrs before I have to have back to back appts with the cardiologist and my ob.
I'm a sh*t mom these days.
The shock in her eyes......... She immediately started the "hurt/hard" crying and I went over there, calmed her down, told her how sorry I was and asked her to please forgive mommy, what I did was wrong and that I loved her very much. She seems fine and over it now but I know it'll take me a few days.I am very stressed out right now. I'm having my third, last, and most difficult pg. Sleep is a joke. My hips/pelvic bone hurt, ache, and throb when I'm sitting, much less when I'm trying to play with her on the floor or get something done. I'm starting to get the swelling in my legs, etc. I've been diagnosed with gestational diabetes which I've never had with my other pgs., etc.
I'm dropping her off at my friend's house down the street in about 45min which will give me about 2hrs before I have to have back to back appts with the cardiologist and my ob.
I'm a sh*t mom these days.
It will get better!! 
