Looks like this is the active thread so here's an update on me!!
After the final straw with my CH / friend I am taking my healing in my own hands while searching / waiting for my new practitioner. I wound up with the ball in my throat again last week after the latest cancelation. I couldn't find it in me to call and say what I needed to to her and I couldn't write it either. So I meditated and said it all there!! Then I consulted a book I just got from freecycle Everybody's Guide To Homeopathic Remedies by Stephen Cummings, M.D. and Dana Ullman, M.P.H.. I decided Belladonna would be a good starting choice and I was right. It was gone in 2 days!! I also took a really nice soak in a hot spring in Hot Springs, MT. This water is like 3rd in the world for mineral content!! Still reading the book and its all just so fascinating and clarifying on so many levels!
I hate to even talk about down below bc I am 4 days out of my period and everything is still clear
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So I did meditate on what might have gotten out of my way mentioned in a previous post. In the 7th layer of my aura I had a crazy separation going on. There was a royal blue. Here was how I perceived the world to be. There was also a royal purple and here was how I thought the world should be. This was my ultimate experience. I kept them completely separate no clouding of colors where they met in the layer but the faintest white keeping them separate. So anyhow I have gotten rid of the royal blue!!! I'm living the dream!! I have been so productive and really feeling good about everything. The business I'm starting is like a freight train with no breaks... full steam ahead. I was even offered what would have been my dream job at a local herb, oil, natural healing store here in town. I only considered it for 2 seconds before I knew my success is in my OWN business!! I have come across many road blocks everyday in starting this business and I know in the past it would have all just been too hard and I would have given up. Nothing is even slowing me down. The impossible does not exist to me anymore!!
How the heck has everyone else been?
After the final straw with my CH / friend I am taking my healing in my own hands while searching / waiting for my new practitioner. I wound up with the ball in my throat again last week after the latest cancelation. I couldn't find it in me to call and say what I needed to to her and I couldn't write it either. So I meditated and said it all there!! Then I consulted a book I just got from freecycle Everybody's Guide To Homeopathic Remedies by Stephen Cummings, M.D. and Dana Ullman, M.P.H.. I decided Belladonna would be a good starting choice and I was right. It was gone in 2 days!! I also took a really nice soak in a hot spring in Hot Springs, MT. This water is like 3rd in the world for mineral content!! Still reading the book and its all just so fascinating and clarifying on so many levels!
I hate to even talk about down below bc I am 4 days out of my period and everything is still clear
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:So I did meditate on what might have gotten out of my way mentioned in a previous post. In the 7th layer of my aura I had a crazy separation going on. There was a royal blue. Here was how I perceived the world to be. There was also a royal purple and here was how I thought the world should be. This was my ultimate experience. I kept them completely separate no clouding of colors where they met in the layer but the faintest white keeping them separate. So anyhow I have gotten rid of the royal blue!!! I'm living the dream!! I have been so productive and really feeling good about everything. The business I'm starting is like a freight train with no breaks... full steam ahead. I was even offered what would have been my dream job at a local herb, oil, natural healing store here in town. I only considered it for 2 seconds before I knew my success is in my OWN business!! I have come across many road blocks everyday in starting this business and I know in the past it would have all just been too hard and I would have given up. Nothing is even slowing me down. The impossible does not exist to me anymore!!
How the heck has everyone else been?



I've been going for a walk every day (even today, in the snow/rain mix), after not having any motivation to leave the house (except for necessities- dr appointments, groceries, etc.) for months and months. I played peek-a-boo with DD today, and really enjoyed it. Not that I don't enjoy her every other day.... but not as much as I could and should, if that makes any sense. I'm definitely less irritable and critical of DP lately too. It's really bad when you can see a difference in your own behavior... 





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