Originally Posted by musicoholic
Thank you! This was the first month where I actually have had a couple teary days. It's been hard to see my son at 9-years-old... he loves me so, and kisses me, holds my hand and adores me...except the new thing of not in public. When we are out and I put my arms around him and hug him or kiss him on the head he says "Public..." At first we thought it was funny, but I'm starting to see this is his gentle practice detachment, and it's been breaking my heart, though I now it is all good and right.
CD3. This is gear month.
Doing: CB Fertility monitor, OPK sticks, FertilCM, FertilAid for men (DH), FertilAid for women, Ferning lipstick microscope, took FSH test-strip today (CD3) - negative (hoo-rah), temping, checking cervix, fertilitea, pre-seed, insemination device for one of my "high" ovulation days, just to see if we can get the swimmers in the right spot (got it on ebay), and who knows what else I can come up with the next couple of days.
I suppose I am generally discouraged, but at the same time I'm getting pretty good at my daily fertility-tasks, and I can't seem to "quit the habit" of TTC, so we'll keep on until...well, who knows.
(sorry, copying and pasting for 2 threads as I've a lack of original imagination this day...)