Well, I have hit my wall like many of you. I am tired, grumpy, and don't want to talk to anyone. My baby keeps flipping back and forth and won't stay put in the LOA position. It is frustrating and uncomfortable. Last night, the baby was direct OP for most of the night and I couldn't get any sleep. I am doing everything I can but grrr! Anyway, my house is a mess and no matter how tired I am today I have resolved to get it together- even if my kids end up watching tv all afternoon. I am also going to make a couple of meals to put in the freezer. Hopefully some good ol' fashion hard work will get my head clear again and give me a boost of energy. Right now I feel like my head is in a fog and I am really stressed out. My last baby was born about 24 hours after a night of feeling extra peaceful and rested. It was like everything came together for me and I was ready in every way. I am so not there yet but I really, really want to be.
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2/4/09 at 4:16pm