So guys, I did some math this cycle.
If I conceived, we'd find out for Valentines Day.
I would be far enough along to have the sex determined by the time alicewyf has her baby (I asked for a free prediction from one of those psychics and she said boy/girl combo in July.. I'm thinking alicewyf and I will have opposite sex babies and since she's not finding out the sex and I want to, she'll have hers, we'll see it's a boy/girl, and I'll get a U/S and see mine's the other!).
The due date will be on or around my first anniversary with DH!
So why does this cycle feel so much worse emotionally already than any other? I feel like just having all those odds and perfection going for me automatically dooms it
I'm so down tonight after realizing all that.