I posted this in the pregnancy loss forum, but thought I would repost here too
I'm still here, I'm sorry I haven't posted much. I was very tired and pretty sick during my first trimester. I went to the drs today for a 12 week US and everything looks great and the baby looks healthy. He set a birth plan for me to go back for a 18 US, 32 week US, non stress tests starting weekly at 32 weeks, US at 37 weeks and an Amnio to see if the baby is developed and they will induce.
I go to the midwifery group on Monday & hopefully they will be sticking with this plan. It seems very strange to want an induction after having and believing so strongly in homebirthing, but a healthy baby is the key in the end and I don't think I can mentally handle going past 37 weeks.