KerryAnn, first, so glad to hear you turned a corner! Yay! That was a huge milestone for me (different symptoms, but still really amazing).
When I was down, feeling bad and tired of feeling bad, it was hard to see how hopeful and good the future was. I felt like I'd been living under a dark cloud for a long time, and it was hard to see a way out at times, and the stress that put on my DH was tough for him, and when he was laid off and I was feeling bad, it just added up on us both. In whatever way you can, if you can see all the good possibilities in the future, and see an even better job coming to your DH, try to. For me, something that was really helpful was the ideas in Louise Hay's You Can Heal Your Life (I saw the movie, I want to buy the book too), or a movie from a few years ago, The Secret. Personally I can make them compatible with my understanding of Christianity, so it works for me, and our change in attitude helped us through a tough time. It's _hard_ when you feel bad and you've felt bad for a long time, this is one of the things that helped make life easier and happier for us.