I think this is what is making it all so hard - I have to get up each day, get dressed and look good, go to work where I sit through annoying contractions all day long. I am hormonal, so, I don't really give a flip about trying to work on trimming the budget for next year. You know?
Each person I see in my work life must make many comments all day long about how they can't belive I have not had the baby yet. Each day my staff acts like I have 2 heads when I show up to work.
Araugh!
My midwife wanted me to stop working 2 weeks ago for the stress level, comfort level thing. Unfortunatly I barely have 6 weeks paid off so I can't.
(DH's job has been very affected by the economy so I can't take lots of unpaid leave).
One day I was sent my my Dr. to L&D but it was false labor, when I returned to work, it was like they all looked at me with disapointment. (they have never had a pg boss before........in fact, I am the first with this company at this level that has ever taken maternity leave - one other was pg but left to stay home after baby was born)
Yesterday I skipped lunch so I went home early and just worked on sewing a dress for DD that she really wanted before she got home, and it felt good not to be in a place I hate (just right now).
I should add, that I love my job, but, it seems like I have no concentraction, and, I don't really care about the job because I am too excited about baby coming. I spent any breaks I have speed walking indoors to try and coax baby out.
It is like I am not getting pressure to deliver from only my family and friends, but all my co-workers, board, and apparently the waitress where I have lunch every friday from my step dad. Even my 3 year old has been talking about the baby coming out "soon" and last week she had hoped she could be his valentine.
Anyone else able to relate?
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Sorry for the rant.......
Each person I see in my work life must make many comments all day long about how they can't belive I have not had the baby yet. Each day my staff acts like I have 2 heads when I show up to work.
Araugh!
My midwife wanted me to stop working 2 weeks ago for the stress level, comfort level thing. Unfortunatly I barely have 6 weeks paid off so I can't.
(DH's job has been very affected by the economy so I can't take lots of unpaid leave).
One day I was sent my my Dr. to L&D but it was false labor, when I returned to work, it was like they all looked at me with disapointment. (they have never had a pg boss before........in fact, I am the first with this company at this level that has ever taken maternity leave - one other was pg but left to stay home after baby was born)
Yesterday I skipped lunch so I went home early and just worked on sewing a dress for DD that she really wanted before she got home, and it felt good not to be in a place I hate (just right now).
I should add, that I love my job, but, it seems like I have no concentraction, and, I don't really care about the job because I am too excited about baby coming. I spent any breaks I have speed walking indoors to try and coax baby out.
It is like I am not getting pressure to deliver from only my family and friends, but all my co-workers, board, and apparently the waitress where I have lunch every friday from my step dad. Even my 3 year old has been talking about the baby coming out "soon" and last week she had hoped she could be his valentine.
Anyone else able to relate?
:Sorry for the rant.......






