Thanks gumby74 for your kind words. They are so heart-warming. You know I always say money comes and goes. If you save for something, the universe will find ways to take it from you. So I figure I will just do whatever I have to do. Deep down, I am guarding my heart in case we failed. I am so afraid after all we been through we will still not get pregnant in the future. Its so hard to deal with this unknown.