Saturday was hard--we have been doing PERFECT on avoiding our allergens (I've finalyl found the resources and motivation- no exceptions) and have been going great---my DD was baselin for atleast a week and a half---SO excited and wanted to trial something for solids for her---
well we went to state wrestling championships--and was so good at holding ds2 1/2---well daddy was in charge and he was running around--I asked where he was (inder the bleachers with uncle Ben) -well he comes out with cheeseish powder on his lip--I smell his breath and it smells like doritos--so whether he picked up a bag or one I don't know--He got hives shortly after (been hive free for FOREVER--as I think egg was his trigger before- he only has red marks on his face normally now)---but there was no egg in doritos and has never got hives on tummy from dairy--anyways i was so bummed about to cry--poor kid-
next problem--go to the restaurant with my family visiting out of town and we do well and order salmon and steak and potatoes and salad (brought my own dressings) ---well after daddy finishes eating I pass DD9mo to him---I look over and she is chewing on something and I get it out and taste it and it is for sure a hash brown--with butter!!! ahh she immediately got her red bumps on her tummy and her face was that slapped look (never had that before--maybe it was just hot in there)---I started bawling!!!
just had to share--life is hard sometimes--how can I watch both my kids every second of their lives and still have them live in this world? !! I can't keep them under my arm forever and always..
this also made me think that dd is reacting to dairy herself and not just through my bm and leaky gut--which I assumed but hadn't seen for sure yet--soooo bummed.
well we went to state wrestling championships--and was so good at holding ds2 1/2---well daddy was in charge and he was running around--I asked where he was (inder the bleachers with uncle Ben) -well he comes out with cheeseish powder on his lip--I smell his breath and it smells like doritos--so whether he picked up a bag or one I don't know--He got hives shortly after (been hive free for FOREVER--as I think egg was his trigger before- he only has red marks on his face normally now)---but there was no egg in doritos and has never got hives on tummy from dairy--anyways i was so bummed about to cry--poor kid-
next problem--go to the restaurant with my family visiting out of town and we do well and order salmon and steak and potatoes and salad (brought my own dressings) ---well after daddy finishes eating I pass DD9mo to him---I look over and she is chewing on something and I get it out and taste it and it is for sure a hash brown--with butter!!! ahh she immediately got her red bumps on her tummy and her face was that slapped look (never had that before--maybe it was just hot in there)---I started bawling!!!
just had to share--life is hard sometimes--how can I watch both my kids every second of their lives and still have them live in this world? !! I can't keep them under my arm forever and always..
this also made me think that dd is reacting to dairy herself and not just through my bm and leaky gut--which I assumed but hadn't seen for sure yet--soooo bummed.
. I'm sorry Mama. I hope this week is better.
on getting to baseline, though!
