I have a love/hate progestorone. I love it because I need it to sustain a pregnancy. I hate it because as soon as that hormone hits my body I get the blues. I can usually manage it for half the month, but when right now I'm looking at the long stretch ahead of me. And honestly I'm filled with dread. I feel so down and depressed. Not just a tiny bit emotional, but really emotional, and rarely the happy kind of emotion. Usually the sad kind of emotion mixed in with a few angry types, but usually just sad.
I've been so down the last few days, crying at the drop of a hat. It doesn't help that I'm really worried about this pregnancy. I have had irritable uterus with both my previous pregnancies, and had to go on semi bed rest starting at 26 weeks with dd2. The only thing that makes me feel somewhat happy and energized is when I excercise. And I was reading more about irritable uterus today and it looks like more often then not the contractions start coming earlier and earlier with each pregnancy. That scares the bejebbers out of me.
Anyways I'm just feeling down and wondering if anyone else gets that way when they are pregnant too.
I've been so down the last few days, crying at the drop of a hat. It doesn't help that I'm really worried about this pregnancy. I have had irritable uterus with both my previous pregnancies, and had to go on semi bed rest starting at 26 weeks with dd2. The only thing that makes me feel somewhat happy and energized is when I excercise. And I was reading more about irritable uterus today and it looks like more often then not the contractions start coming earlier and earlier with each pregnancy. That scares the bejebbers out of me.
Anyways I'm just feeling down and wondering if anyone else gets that way when they are pregnant too.
s to all!
