First of all, I'm just a planner. Most importantly, after having two boys, I REALLY, REALLY wanted a girl this time. Well, I had my u/s earlier this wk and found out it's another boy and well, this is our last baby, so no girls EVER for me. This is it, I am just going to be a mom of boys and be denied anything pink or girly. I can't deny that I cried a bit and have been feeling kind of down. However, I know that after mourning a bit, I will get excited and get past those feelings. So, I know that if I give myself time to let it sink in, I'll get past it (I went through this with baby #2 as well, but not to this extreme, b/c seriously, how many ppl do you know with THREE boys???). If I found out at birth that I was having another boy, I don't think that my reaction would be a very nice one to witness, I'd probably bawl my eyes out and have PPD... I've already been kind of moody this wk since finding out it's another boy, I just need to get it out of my system and then work on preparing for a boy and I think I will be ok by re-adjusting my mind-set and just accepting that this the way it will be.
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3/12/09 at 2:51pm