Saturnalia ;-) Saturn transiting a chart

[Sisyphus]

Hi Tracy,

I just saw your other comment on the TM thread, so I'm starting this thread

Lynne Hayes (thanks for the recommendation!) did a chart reading for me a couple of months ago. I've listened to it a few times and I'm still unclear about saturn transiting my chart.

I took notes about what aspect it's making (it was A LOT of info! LOL) so ask me if you need something else. I'm just not sure how this is going to affect my TM. I can tell you one thing, though, I am SO ready to have saturn OUT of my chart. I feel like I am working and working and working on my issues and stuff and yet still hitting wall after wall. My energy feels stuck and has for a long time.

Saturn and Uranus are in opposition
Saturn is also opposite Chiron

Saturn and Chiron square the sun
Saturn also squares mercury (which is in my 12th house)
Saturn opposed saturn in my chart Aug. 2008, opposed the sun in October and finishes squaring the sun in June.

In my chart, saturn is in pisces in my 3d house.

At the end of August, it finishes tranisting my chart altogether (thank goodness!)

I also had a bunch of Pluto transits in the past few years, but those are done now.

Here's my birth info if it helps: 12/07/1965 6:18am San Diego, CA

I am really just looking for how this transit will affect my TM, and don't expect you to go into huge details because I know it takes a LOT of time and energy... I just tried to give you as much info as I could because I'm not certain what you need

Thanks, Tracy!

[Tracy]

okay..I will come back.

[Sisyphus]

Thanks, Tracy

[Tracy]

You were born with Saturn square Sun.
Saturn is at 10 degrees of pisces square your 15 degree sun in sag.

There is some mystical, unworldly part of your nature that is at odds with your "SEE IT SHOOT IT" personality. What I mean is that Sag likes to see a target and raise the arrow and twing....hit the bulls eye. But Pisces is not about any kind of direct route. It likes to let the universe unveil things.. it is fuzzy. It likes to just stumble upon stuff. Because this is Saturn..this has got something to do with your dad. Maybe there was a booze issue with dad or maybe a physical ailment (including mental) or maybe dad was just really really into GOD. Some thing about the way he communicated that left a mark on you. And by the way you do not need to tell me yes or no on this because it is not important to me. It is just something for you to think about. I should go ahead and mention this even though I don't think this is the case with you..but if you have got DAd on some kind of pedestal. Please take him off of it. It is not helping you. And if you are beating him up because he is a total ass.. please knock that off because it is not helping you. I say that for no other reason than Saturn is helping you find your bones and in order to do that you must reevaluate your opinions of Dad.

Now here is the good thing last summer Transiting Saturn was opposed your Saturn. So you probably had something come up last spring and summer that brought up some of the ghosts from childhood that unnerved you. It could have been dad related or it might have just been that part of you that was sick and tired of being at the whim of the universe. And what part of you was culpable. Now Saturn is squaring your Sun. So, if you did not get the lesson last summer..now you are getting it again. What part of you need to redirect your Arrow? Where is the target? Do you even have one? Is your target to low and easy? Or is your target too far off? If your goal is to get way down the road perhaps you need to have a series of targets one after another until you are down at your destination?

Additionally, Saturn is on top of your pluto and uranus but that is a generational aspect, meaning everyone born about a year before you and a year after you is feeling this aspect. You are in need of a philosophical overhaul. I say that because you have pluto and Uranus in the 9th house and having Saturn go over those two is basically saying.. "Is what you believe working for you?" "And by the way, what the hell do you believe?" That is not me talking (I don't care) that is SATURN talking.

Fo the next four or five months you will be processing all of this. Because Saturn will be done messing with your Sun by August. And it will be done messingwith Pluto and Uranus by September. Actually sometime in September you will be ready to come out into the world as a new you.


hth...now I will fade back into cyberworld.

[Sisyphus]

Thanks Tracy!

So, I'm assuming my TM will reflect all of this goal setting/philosophical overhaul stuff? Excellent!

I am not sure I can wait until September to come out of this.. it's been a REALLY tough couple of years and I'm seriously just mentally, emotionally and psychically TIRED. I have done SO much work through therapy, self-evaluation, etc. and I'm just ready to LIVE again without having all of this SH*T hanging over my head LOL.

September feels like a million years away

Lynne said that the energy would start to change at the end of April when Saturn started transiting, Uranus/Pluto/Neptune (or was it Chiron?) which as you said are more generational and less likely to cause the kind of mental energy drain that the other planets have caused.

Thank you so much again for this. I really appreciate it!

[Tracy]

she must have said april in terms of chiron because Saturn will retrograde to close to your sun during that time so you are definitely not out of it..

but I think you will start to feel it lighten in May. You will feel the change. And you will feel much better by september. You are really wrapping up the worst of it.

And don't feel bad... everyone gets these aspects at some point in their lives. WE all have BTDT. I promise!

[Sisyphus]

Thanks, Tracy I really feel like my *entire* life has been overhauled from the biggest stuff to the smallest details. It's an overwhelming feeling, but I'm trying to just trust the process and believe that it will all be for the best in the end.

Thanks so much for your help!!