Leaving LurkerdomSo I was lurking around on the other TM thread and have known that this is exactly what I need, yet feel a little blocked by my circumstances about actually doing this which is why I only lurked on the other thread. Part of me feels like "I cant", but part of me also knows "I must". The story is.....
I'm technically homeless (leaving a bad relationship), staying with my parents but having to leave soon (they live in an age restricted park). So this means I'll most likely have to go into a shelter with DD. I don't have much of a clutter problem though I cleaned out lots of stuff before I moved the rest of my belongings into storage, so really only have basics to fill whatever will be my next home. And my parents wouldn't think much of me building a TM either, so it would just feel weird doing it here in an unsupportive enviro, but this is where I'll be doing it obviously. I've also been having some really good ideas and really active dreams lately related to the future, so now I just have to get into action...very aries.
So this is good in so many ways, right? It's like a completely clean slate for me to manifest a new life for DD and I. And we really need a lot to manifest for us this year; home, income, friends, etc.
How small can I make the TM? I'll have to transport it in my car for a bit, I have a safe place, but it wouldn't be visible until I'm in my own place. So should I do a written TM also? I really want a collage style TM cuz worded type things I'm not so good at reading it all again and again.... I'm guessing that it is our focus on it through the year that assists the manifestations, and pictures give me a bit more room to dream.
So I'm in this, somehow to get it done, cuz I've got to do this for DD and I. I read Tracy's article on the new moon, and it was really great for opening my eyes to the energies going on. And it made it clear how badly I need to do this cuz I've got several natal planets being uncomfortably activated by these transits. I'd like to address these within the TM. Is that a good idea? I'm a bit of an astrogeek, but don't have access to my astro books right now. These are some heavy, cathartic type aspects like: Natal Moon sign conj approaching TSaturn, Opposing TUranus, and Natal Jupiter conj TPluto, and my Natal Mercury is conj the NewMoon cluster. So should I try to address these in the TM, I'm guessing I would just use the astro houses to guide me where to put them in the 9 categories if I were to follow the bagua style map? Am I going overboard here?
Tomorrow I'm going to buy the magazines, I hope that's OK too, not too late. I know we were supposed to do that like a month ago.