so "woo woo" is nothing new to me, really, but after i gave birth to dd, i felt more grounded. it wasn't a bad thing, really. i just think she brought me down from someplace "out there", and i had some work to do with the present, tangible part of me. she's a taurus, earth sign, so no wonder 
this baby (set to be a gemini once earth side) is a very strong presence. his name jumped out at me, before i knew the meaning and i just knew it had to be his name. his name is tavish (i decided on this and this name only at about 12 weeks, i really felt he was a boy, and a later u/s confirmed it) and it means "strong and energetic". his name also happens to contain all of the same letters as my daughter, which i didn't realize until someone in my ddc pointed it out to me.
so yesterday, i think that tavish's spirit guide came around, as well as in the wee hours of the morning this morning (the 2 incidences of which i speak were about 12 hours apart: 4pm and 4 am-ish, respectively). both times i was either super relaxed (yesterday while i was laying on the table during my acupuncture treatment) or asleep (in bed this morning) and then i just felt super aware all of a sudden and i felt like another energy was with us. it wasn't scary or bad, but it was strong. a moment or so after i became aware, tavish began moving about a lot. normally he's down for the count during acupuncture and until about 6am once i go to bed (maybe he'll be a good night sleeper??
: ). maybe he picked up on my awareness, or he knew the energy was there for him. either way, it was pretty neat. it's really got me thinking again, and after being so grounded for the last couple of years, it's nice to return to the heightened spiritual awareness i had before i had dd.
this is just so cosmic, and i had to write it somewhere.
come june we'll have a house with and aries (me), a taurus (dd), a gemini (ds), and a cancer (dh). the first four signs in the zodiac and all of the elements. it's pretty wild to me.
this baby (set to be a gemini once earth side) is a very strong presence. his name jumped out at me, before i knew the meaning and i just knew it had to be his name. his name is tavish (i decided on this and this name only at about 12 weeks, i really felt he was a boy, and a later u/s confirmed it) and it means "strong and energetic". his name also happens to contain all of the same letters as my daughter, which i didn't realize until someone in my ddc pointed it out to me.
so yesterday, i think that tavish's spirit guide came around, as well as in the wee hours of the morning this morning (the 2 incidences of which i speak were about 12 hours apart: 4pm and 4 am-ish, respectively). both times i was either super relaxed (yesterday while i was laying on the table during my acupuncture treatment) or asleep (in bed this morning) and then i just felt super aware all of a sudden and i felt like another energy was with us. it wasn't scary or bad, but it was strong. a moment or so after i became aware, tavish began moving about a lot. normally he's down for the count during acupuncture and until about 6am once i go to bed (maybe he'll be a good night sleeper??
: ). maybe he picked up on my awareness, or he knew the energy was there for him. either way, it was pretty neat. it's really got me thinking again, and after being so grounded for the last couple of years, it's nice to return to the heightened spiritual awareness i had before i had dd.this is just so cosmic, and i had to write it somewhere.
come june we'll have a house with and aries (me), a taurus (dd), a gemini (ds), and a cancer (dh). the first four signs in the zodiac and all of the elements. it's pretty wild to me.
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