Annoucing the passing and birth of Soren Emery... (Updated with link to photos)

[mischievium]

My heart is completely broken. My son passed away a few days ago in utero, the NST I had on Friday was picking up my heart rate, not the baby's. It's a really long story that I just can't bear to type out right now.

He was 6lbs,0oz 18 inches long and had dark hair like his daddy. 10 fngers and 10 toes. And he's left a hole in my life that I don't know if I'll ever be able to fix.


I hope you all have wonderful deliveries and beautiful babies. I'm not sure I'll be able to handle being in this forum for a long time.

[ShineliketheSon]

I cried and prayed for you just now. Know I will keep you in my prayers for a while. I'm so sorry for your loss, it is unimaginable!

[amyandelle]

I'm so sorry Mama I cannot even imagine. I wish there was something more I could say.....

Amy

[Carlin]

I am so sorry. What an unimaginable loss.
You and your family are in my thoughts.

[Peony]

I'm so sorry. I'll be thinking of your family.

[dawncayden]

I'm not sure I know what to say.








The Cord

We are connected,
My child and I, by
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.

It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't been seen
By any on Earth.

This cord does it's work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.

I know that it's there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.

The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed
It can't be denied.

It's stronger than any cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.

And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.

It pulls at my heart
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.

I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away!

~ author unknown ~

[KnitLady]

I am so sorry! I know he will always be cherished.

[CookAMH]

I can't imagine the depth and severity of grief you must be feeling. What a loss, I am so sorry. So sorry.

[MI_Dawn]

There just aren't words.

So very very sorry.

[michanders4]

Mischievium I am so so sorry . I know that nothing anyone says right now is going to make you feel better, but please know you are in all of our thoughts and will be in my prayers. My heart is broken for you. You have been such an asset to this forum and I just want to make sure you are aware of the impact you have made. More s. We may not know each other in person, but we are all here for you when you are ready.

[scrapadoozer]

I am so sorry for your loss

[JenMidwife]

oh no, no, no, no!!!! NOOOOOOOOO

How devastating I am completely heartbroken for you
He sounds absolutely perfect... I love his name.

I had a loss @ nearly 23 weeks & that was the hardest thing I've ever done. I can't imagine losing a baby at term :

Please feel free to pm me any time & visit the pregnancy & birth loss forum- the women are wonderful there


Soren Emery

[ciar_aurora]

I just can't imagine what you are going through right now. I am so sorry for your loss...

[herins]

I am so very, very sorry for your loss.

[ShineliketheSon]

Originally Posted by mischievium

And he's left a hole in my life that I don't know if I'll ever be able to fix.

You may never be able to fix that hole but God can and He will. I will continue to pray for your healing.

Psalm 147:3 "He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds."

Isaiah 25:8 "He will swallow up death forever. The Sovereign Lord will wipe away the tears from all faces; he will remove the disgrace of his people frlom all the earth. The Lord has spoken."

[lilgreen]

I can't even begin to imagine your grief. My heart aches for you. I am thinking of you and precious Soren and holding you both close to my heart. Sending love...

[laurilj]

I am so incredibly sorry.

[Azreial]

I am so so sorry. I pray that your family and friends can help you through this

[heatherweh]

Oh my god. I am so so sorry for your tragic loss. I can't imagine the pain you are going through right now. Please try to be kind to yourself and take all the time you can to rest and heal. The loss board helped me a lot when I went through my miscarriage. There was a blessing in your little boy; what a beautiful name. My heart is breaking for you.

As my siggy says, you do not cry alone.

[nancy11]

So sorry to hear this.
You're in my prayers.