So, I'm confessing....
I'm completely overcome with worry so much of the time. I don't know if it's because of my ER visit and just hearing the DR say 'non-viable pregnancy' (no matter if I know he's fos or not) or if this is normal or what.
I'm trying to be a zen thinker but really I'll I'm doing is counting down the seconds until the 17th when we have an u/s.
It's worse during the week when I'm at work and have down time to surf the net. Weekends are easy because DH and I are busy doing weekend stuff.
I need to be focusing on my swelling boobs, nausea, and peeing frequency and be excited damnit!
Someone kick me in the butt and tell me to get over this damned anxiety!
I'm completely overcome with worry so much of the time. I don't know if it's because of my ER visit and just hearing the DR say 'non-viable pregnancy' (no matter if I know he's fos or not) or if this is normal or what.
I'm trying to be a zen thinker but really I'll I'm doing is counting down the seconds until the 17th when we have an u/s.
It's worse during the week when I'm at work and have down time to surf the net. Weekends are easy because DH and I are busy doing weekend stuff.
I need to be focusing on my swelling boobs, nausea, and peeing frequency and be excited damnit!
Someone kick me in the butt and tell me to get over this damned anxiety!
Now I am much more aware of things that can go wrong and I'm worrying about everything!! I have an 8 year old son with autism and I'm terrified I'll have another child with autism and it is really freaking me out. I felt so much better when I asked the parishners in my bible study group to pray for the baby that it will be healthy and happy. Praying has really been helping me to uplift the worry and put it in God's hands so I don't worry so much about it!
