Thanks guys for the encouraging bfing stories!!! Im sure itll be better this time, but still worried. I have a great LC set up (recommend by my mws!) and the hospital Im giving birth at is the best around and has an amazing LC dept on call.
fisch - The baby will definitely go to the NICU right off (if she is pink when shes born, she stays with me for about an hour til she goes) and have an echo of her heart and given prostoglandins and monitored. It REALLY sucks but knowing that she has breast milk and the best docs really helps!!!
emma - I seriously feel so grateful that I got this breast milk. The LC Ive been talking to said she has several clients that want to donate but cant find donors or a milk bank. She is seriously an amazing person and you are too for even thinking of donating. The feelings I have about BM donors are really indescribable.
shine - YES YES YES YES!!!!!!

: Speedy labor!!!
nolansmum - Welcome! Be jealous with us!!!

I love all the Ina May book, they are so encouraging!
fruitful - you and I are the same, yesterday was bad and emotional, today is a cleaning, head clearing day!

We did it! Overcame that horrible crappiness!
russianthistle - any special tea? RRL? Should I be drinking that now? Im 40 wks on tuesday!
Off to lay in bed. After the 5 hrs of horrible sleep, a long bike ride, tons of chores, and clean sheets, Im thinking I might have the perfect combo for a good nights sleep!
