I think I am just tired today but I am in such a funk. I don't feel like doing anything even though my house is a pig sty and there is so much to do.
We are dealing with a few things right now and I am just getting sort of down.
Azaliah has a bad diaper rash. I have gone on an elimination diet for the past few days and instead of the rash staying the same or getting better it is getting worse
I had to do the elim diet with both Elle and Meadow so I know all the derivatives and such so I know it is not that I am eating something I should not. I am so frusterated that it is not making her better. Also she has reflux and spitting up so she has a hard time sleeping laying down. Last night we were up until after 5am so I am definatly feeling sleep deprived today. I think she may have her days and nights mixed up because not only was she fussy until 5 am she was wide awake.
I am hoping my dh will be home from work soon so I can take a nap.
Then on top of these things I ate something that did not agree with me so I have had a bad stomach ache since last night.
I am just feeling sad and miserable. Then I feel guilty for feeling sad and miserable because I have nothing to be sad or miserable about!
I feel guilty that I am not giving Elle and Meadow hardly any attention and I am very snippy with them. With our schedules all screwed up we are having a very hard time getting them to sleep at night because they are sleeping in in the morning so that is making things harder too.
Well, I just needed to get this out. I know after I get some rest I will feel better but right now I am just a mess.
Amy
We are dealing with a few things right now and I am just getting sort of down.
Azaliah has a bad diaper rash. I have gone on an elimination diet for the past few days and instead of the rash staying the same or getting better it is getting worse
I had to do the elim diet with both Elle and Meadow so I know all the derivatives and such so I know it is not that I am eating something I should not. I am so frusterated that it is not making her better. Also she has reflux and spitting up so she has a hard time sleeping laying down. Last night we were up until after 5am so I am definatly feeling sleep deprived today. I think she may have her days and nights mixed up because not only was she fussy until 5 am she was wide awake.I am hoping my dh will be home from work soon so I can take a nap.
Then on top of these things I ate something that did not agree with me so I have had a bad stomach ache since last night.
I am just feeling sad and miserable. Then I feel guilty for feeling sad and miserable because I have nothing to be sad or miserable about!
I feel guilty that I am not giving Elle and Meadow hardly any attention and I am very snippy with them. With our schedules all screwed up we are having a very hard time getting them to sleep at night because they are sleeping in in the morning so that is making things harder too.
Well, I just needed to get this out. I know after I get some rest I will feel better but right now I am just a mess.
Amy
