So much sorrow and tears … and no peace …

I'm missing her like crazy, can't find any joy in going for walks anymore and every place we go reminds me of our time together.
Still tortured with doubt if we made the right decision especially if it was at the right time, maybe we could have a day or even few more days together… so many "should haves" …
I keep remembering how happy she was that morning when we woke up, her tail wagging … and we put her to sleep few hours later. It feels like we betrayed her.
I miss her so much, her warm and fuzzy fur, her loving eyes, her quiet presence (during last few years... she was so sparkly and spirited when younger).
I wanted to share few pictures of my beloved friend with you. She will always have a special place in my heart.
My favourite pic of her... the best (and last) summer we hadLovely ladyHot summer dayFriends from the start (well, to tell you the truth, they became friends when we started solids with Ema)
Friends 2Sleeping arrangementsWhat?!? Another baby?
I love you Gingi (we named her Ginger after Ginger Rogers but kept calling her Ging, Gingi, Gingerosa, … )