January Mamas, Pregnant after Loss or Infertility - Page 25

[nummies]

Kerry. So sorry you are going through this.

[jtrt]

Good grief, Kerry, what a day. I'm so sorry for all you have suffered through already. If it were me, I would be very encouraged that baby looked so good today. I know 20 weeks is the ideal time to scan for anomalies but I think some obvious markers would be present already. I hope you have some peace knowing that, for today, nothing was noted to be abnormal.

Please rest rest rest. I will be thinking about you and willing the time to fly by until you get some results and some peace. Bless you heart, momma. Bless your heart.

Amy

[Laci]

my thoughts are with you Kerry

[indigoscot]

kerry, i am so sorry for all the issues and challenges being thrown your way. hang in there mama!

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[ladyjools]

I don't post here much but i do read since iv had one pervious loss and lots of infertility issues,
Kerry, it seems like you are going through a lot at the moment, and i just wanted to offer you some cyber (((((((hugs)))))))) i think you are really brave and strong and to me it sounds like your little baby is a fighter!

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I'm having a bit of a rubbish time of it myself which i have posted about on the main part of the forum, but i think that you guys will prob understand what im going through,

at the moment im still bleeding and in pain,
but everytime they check the baby the baby is doing fine and they don't really know why im bleeding,

its a bit heavier today and i woke up this morning in agony, but iv not decided if i am going to go back into the hosital again today because all they do is check babys heart check my cervex and send me home again, we wait about for hours and it takes us over an hour to get there and back, it seems like such a wasted jorney just to be told to go home and rest im really tierd of all this, im not even stressed anymore because im so sore and just drained emotionally and physically, i don't feel like i can do any preperations for the baby, buy anything or even think to much about the possibility that it might be born until this is over,

last night i had awful nightmares that the baby was born and died, then went back to sleep and dreamed that i misscarried, seems like i can't even escape in my sleep,


anyway those of you going through a similar difficult pregnancy i hope that it gets better for you soon,
Jools

[kerrybennysmama]

I wanted to let you know that I lost my baby this evening. It was my worst fear but at the same time a relief to know that I wont be facing some horrible decisons over the next few weeks. My initial fear was that this was caused by the CVS test done yesterday. However I know that I have been bleeding for 2 weeks and between the extremely low hormone levels and low amniotic fluid that it was probably going to happen anyway. The actual miscarriage was easy. It was over in about 15 minutes and the sac I passed was extremely small for 14 weeks. I had one miscarriage at 8 weeks that had a sac double the size. I cant help but think there was something wrong from the start. The crazy thing was that today was the day I started feeling movement and I could even hear her hb before it happened. I cant believe its happened again. This is my 4th loss. And such a late loss at that.

I want you ladies to know how much you have meant to me. You are truly beautiful women and I hope each and every one of you enjoy the rest of your pregnacies and get to experience the joy of meeting your little one. Your support has helped me so much and I feel a loss of your frienship and encouragement. I hope to be back someday pregnant with another little one I wil get to meet. Even though I wont be around on the board, please know I am cheering all you along the way.

kindest regards,
Kerry

[jtrt]

Oh, NOOOOO! Kerry, I am so incredibly sad for you tonight. I am so sorry for your terrible loss. When I saw you had posted, I knew in my heart the news as not good. I admire the strength and courage you have shown throughout the many ups and downs of your pregnancy. You faced each challenge with faith in your baby and love in your heart. I will really miss you.

I wish you peace and comfort as you grieve the loss of your baby. PM me anytime if you need a friend. Sending you my heartfelt hugs....

Amy

[Kidzaplenty]

So sorry for your loss.

[dnr3301]

kerry, I'm so so sorry for your loss. it just sucks. be kind to yourself.

[geekgolightly]

oh kerry i'm so sorry for your loss.

[Catubodua]

i'm so sorry for your loss please take care of yourself after the emotional rollercoaster you've been on these past days.

[nummies]

Kerry, I am so, so sorry. Truly. My heart is just aching for you. You will be in my thoughts.

[ladyjools]

(((((((kerry)))))))))

im really sorry, i was thinking of you and hoping that things would work out ok

it must be so difficult to have so many losses and this one being so late,
i really hope that in your next pregnancy you get to meet your baby

take care

Jools

[LouisianaMomma]

I am so sorry for your loss Kerry.

[ratrodgrl]

Kerry I am so sorry your baby is gone peace and healing to your heart and body

[marinak1977]

Oh Kerry I am so sorry for your loss... I am thinking of you...

[Stealthee]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Strength and peace to you.

[carmen358]

Oh kerry, I'm so sorry. Take care and I hope you heal well.

[Laci]

I am so sorry Kerry.

[indigoscot]

oh no kerry! i am so sorry for your loss. take care of yourself.



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