and no change from last week. I'll be 40 weeks on Tuesday, so they scheduled an U/S to check on babe, and a NST. They are willing to let me go to 41 weeks before they start discussing RCS, so I have time, but they want NST's 2 times a week. They absolutely do not induce VBAC's at any point.
I had her strip my membranes to see if it kicks anything into gear. I swore I wasn't going to get pressured, that I was going to let my body do its own thing so I could get my VBAC, but I'm so miserable, I don't know what else to do. I do not want to get to the point that they offer the RCS, because I know I'll take it to end this already. I'm doing castor oil tomorrow morning as its the only thing the midwife will ok for trying to induce. I am in so much physical discomfort, I'm exhausted all the time, I am not me personality wise anymore and I am DONE with being pregnant.
I know I probably sound like I've lost my mind, I seriously feel like I have.
I had her strip my membranes to see if it kicks anything into gear. I swore I wasn't going to get pressured, that I was going to let my body do its own thing so I could get my VBAC, but I'm so miserable, I don't know what else to do. I do not want to get to the point that they offer the RCS, because I know I'll take it to end this already. I'm doing castor oil tomorrow morning as its the only thing the midwife will ok for trying to induce. I am in so much physical discomfort, I'm exhausted all the time, I am not me personality wise anymore and I am DONE with being pregnant.
I know I probably sound like I've lost my mind, I seriously feel like I have.







I hope the membrane stripping does kick things into gear for you! If not that, then the castor oil. Sorry you're so frustrated mama.

Not where I wanted to be with this pregnancy, but it is what it is.