I've been having contractions for almost four weeks now... sometimes they're so painful they make me gasp... sometimes my belly just gets tight...
I'm SICK of it. It'd almost be easier if NOTHING was happening because at least then I wouldn't be constantly feeling 'geared up' for labor to start! I tired a couple of natural inductions but all they did was make me more crampy... DP has been checking my cervix and it's been soft for a couple weeks... lately very soft... but he can't figure out if I'm dilated or not... so I made an appointment with the OB for tomorrow. I was trying to not go again this pregnancy. We're planning a homebirth but have been doing my prenatal care with the local OB for financial reasons.
I'm dreading having an internal exam, but at least maybe then I'll know a little more. I just wish these stupid contractions would accomplish something already!!!
I'm SICK of it. It'd almost be easier if NOTHING was happening because at least then I wouldn't be constantly feeling 'geared up' for labor to start! I tired a couple of natural inductions but all they did was make me more crampy... DP has been checking my cervix and it's been soft for a couple weeks... lately very soft... but he can't figure out if I'm dilated or not... so I made an appointment with the OB for tomorrow. I was trying to not go again this pregnancy. We're planning a homebirth but have been doing my prenatal care with the local OB for financial reasons.
I'm dreading having an internal exam, but at least maybe then I'll know a little more. I just wish these stupid contractions would accomplish something already!!!









otherwise things are fine! It's sunny and warm here, so I've been enjoying the sun for the past few days 


