I have suffered with depression a lot in my life and after Ds I did not end up with PPD. This time the pregnancy is so different and my emotions are different and I am not as thrilled as I was when I was this far with Ds
this makes me feel terrible could this be a sign that I may be more likely to have PPD this time. I have been feeling so not myself for the past month that I was going to talk to my OB about it on the 8th. Is there something I should do? Should I start something right at birth? or wait and see if it rears it's head? Thank you for those that read and relpy 
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So I had my OB appointment today and I talked to him and he gave me a script for Zoloft
While I was sitting there I realized what a mama here suggested that I was already depressed and that scared me so bad I started to shake thinking I what if he wont give me a script what if... what if... but he was wonderful. So I am hopeing that this will help I know that I have never tried this one in my past. We will see but wow does that pill make me tired and a little loopy 
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thank you mama's for listening to me and helping me see that I did need to talk to him and showing me that it was not in my head (because that is what I was thinking) I cannot thank you enough
this makes me feel terrible could this be a sign that I may be more likely to have PPD this time. I have been feeling so not myself for the past month that I was going to talk to my OB about it on the 8th. Is there something I should do? Should I start something right at birth? or wait and see if it rears it's head? Thank you for those that read and relpy ************************************************** *********
So I had my OB appointment today and I talked to him and he gave me a script for Zoloft
While I was sitting there I realized what a mama here suggested that I was already depressed and that scared me so bad I started to shake thinking I what if he wont give me a script what if... what if... but he was wonderful. So I am hopeing that this will help I know that I have never tried this one in my past. We will see but wow does that pill make me tired and a little loopy : thank you mama's for listening to me and helping me see that I did need to talk to him and showing me that it was not in my head (because that is what I was thinking) I cannot thank you enough 
). And then I'm headed to be with family for 2 weeks about 4 weeks after she's born, so I'm REALLY happy I'm going to be around people who know me really well who can tell *ME* if I'm losing it, you know?
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