February DDC is still up so we have a little more time!
Baby is one month old today. She is doing amazing so I cant complain but Im feeling really blue today.
They are upping her feeds again and shes on full feeds. 36 ounces a day now. Im pumping 12 to 15. sigh. This is the same SAME exact thing that happened with dd1. We gave her formula and she turned out fine so I guess its not the worst thing in the world. Also, I got offered a donation of a ton of BM by an amazing woman, so she will still have some BM, even if its not mine.
The worst part about having low supply is that I cant take herbs or drugs to bring it up because of her heart and kidney problems and that is what everyone suggests! Im also feeling down because in a month, Ive held her 5 times (because of the ventilator and feeds) She is JUST starting to make a squeak when she cries. Im sure thats a main reason my supply is so low. You cant get a good sense of her "smell" because of the hospital smells, I was JUST told that its ok to do skin to skin now which means I can get naked at her bedside (with a curtain) but she has so many wires, it takes time and a nurse or 2 to get her comfy in my arms.
BUT the babys kidney levels are going down FAST now., The docs are pleased and shocked. Maybe surgery soon!
Ill read a few more chapters of that book and let you know if its a good buy. The first 2 chapters are pretty good to me!
Back to the hospital to meet my parents for lunch. The cafeteria is huge and has really good food!!
Baby is one month old today. She is doing amazing so I cant complain but Im feeling really blue today.
They are upping her feeds again and shes on full feeds. 36 ounces a day now. Im pumping 12 to 15. sigh. This is the same SAME exact thing that happened with dd1. We gave her formula and she turned out fine so I guess its not the worst thing in the world. Also, I got offered a donation of a ton of BM by an amazing woman, so she will still have some BM, even if its not mine.The worst part about having low supply is that I cant take herbs or drugs to bring it up because of her heart and kidney problems and that is what everyone suggests! Im also feeling down because in a month, Ive held her 5 times (because of the ventilator and feeds) She is JUST starting to make a squeak when she cries. Im sure thats a main reason my supply is so low. You cant get a good sense of her "smell" because of the hospital smells, I was JUST told that its ok to do skin to skin now which means I can get naked at her bedside (with a curtain) but she has so many wires, it takes time and a nurse or 2 to get her comfy in my arms.
BUT the babys kidney levels are going down FAST now., The docs are pleased and shocked. Maybe surgery soon!
Ill read a few more chapters of that book and let you know if its a good buy. The first 2 chapters are pretty good to me!
Back to the hospital to meet my parents for lunch. The cafeteria is huge and has really good food!!







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