I did a search on here first to read the threads and nothing was of any use to me so I thought I'd try and post.
I have acne and it embarasses me. It's fickle and randomly flairs for any reason. I don't have "clear" days....I have less severe days. I have recently had a flair up of a while new kind. I got it down a bit and was feeling better about it but not great. My little brothers graduation was recently and while at my mom's she says (though she meant no harm), "What happened to your skin!? It was looking so nice a few months ago." My skin is serious crap and it makes me want to cry. I have a spot on my forehead that has been there since I was in middle school. It never goes away. I am so tired of having this skin. What can I take? I know what I can't use...I'll give you rundown.
*No soap of ANY kind..mositurizing, oil balancing, natural, man made. glycerin only etc. Soap is no good for me in any way at all.
*Neutragena etc. face scrubs/bath products. All of it makes me break out worse
*Creams, lotions, moisturizers all make it worse
*Natural remedies don't work. I've done witch hazel and honey and the oil cleansing method etc. When I was a teen I did a multi step method that had am and pm pills and a cream. Again, it makes it worse.
*It's not a diet thing. I've had just about every diet out there and it hasn't changed one bit. I can't do a cleanse either (not that I want to) due to pregnancy and nursing.
I'm at my wits endn. Seriously nothing works. I thoguht to myself last night, "Too bad Acutane is no longer available....I'd be sterile if I could have clear skin." The sad thing is is my face is not all over broken out. My forehead and chin area mostly. Since this reccent breakout though it now is on my neck, chest, and back/shoulders. I gross myself out. I know, I know....it's a shallow thing but I've had this going on a decade now and I'm beyond tired of it. It's not like I have oily skin or dry skin. In fact, it's pretty dang neutral. I went and checked out proactive tonight after a couple comments in the past week and while I would love to try it I'm not going to. I'm not willing to pay that much money on somethin I just know is going to make it worse. I did a search for it on here and seems if you have sensitive skin to begin with it's not a good choice for you. I can't handle increased sun sensitivity since I'm already extremely sensitive to it. I can't handle skin lightening since I'm already pretty dang pale. Increased skin reddness is so unbelievably noticeable on me that it looks like I have a 2nd degree burn.
I know I sound dramatic and like I'm exagerating but sadly I'm not. The comments as of late (all very well meaning) are just breaking my heart. I want clear skin. I want pretty skin damn it!
So barring everything in my list (which really? What does that leave?) any suggestions?
I have acne and it embarasses me. It's fickle and randomly flairs for any reason. I don't have "clear" days....I have less severe days. I have recently had a flair up of a while new kind. I got it down a bit and was feeling better about it but not great. My little brothers graduation was recently and while at my mom's she says (though she meant no harm), "What happened to your skin!? It was looking so nice a few months ago." My skin is serious crap and it makes me want to cry. I have a spot on my forehead that has been there since I was in middle school. It never goes away. I am so tired of having this skin. What can I take? I know what I can't use...I'll give you rundown.
*No soap of ANY kind..mositurizing, oil balancing, natural, man made. glycerin only etc. Soap is no good for me in any way at all.
*Neutragena etc. face scrubs/bath products. All of it makes me break out worse
*Creams, lotions, moisturizers all make it worse
*Natural remedies don't work. I've done witch hazel and honey and the oil cleansing method etc. When I was a teen I did a multi step method that had am and pm pills and a cream. Again, it makes it worse.
*It's not a diet thing. I've had just about every diet out there and it hasn't changed one bit. I can't do a cleanse either (not that I want to) due to pregnancy and nursing.
I'm at my wits endn. Seriously nothing works. I thoguht to myself last night, "Too bad Acutane is no longer available....I'd be sterile if I could have clear skin." The sad thing is is my face is not all over broken out. My forehead and chin area mostly. Since this reccent breakout though it now is on my neck, chest, and back/shoulders. I gross myself out. I know, I know....it's a shallow thing but I've had this going on a decade now and I'm beyond tired of it. It's not like I have oily skin or dry skin. In fact, it's pretty dang neutral. I went and checked out proactive tonight after a couple comments in the past week and while I would love to try it I'm not going to. I'm not willing to pay that much money on somethin I just know is going to make it worse. I did a search for it on here and seems if you have sensitive skin to begin with it's not a good choice for you. I can't handle increased sun sensitivity since I'm already extremely sensitive to it. I can't handle skin lightening since I'm already pretty dang pale. Increased skin reddness is so unbelievably noticeable on me that it looks like I have a 2nd degree burn.
I know I sound dramatic and like I'm exagerating but sadly I'm not. The comments as of late (all very well meaning) are just breaking my heart. I want clear skin. I want pretty skin damn it!
So barring everything in my list (which really? What does that leave?) any suggestions?








), I use plain honey and a washcloth. I change my washcloths very frequently.




Acne sucks so bad. The money I have spent
