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post #321 of 355
7/25/09 at 8:13pm
Bumping for Tear

My honeymoon is in exactly 2 weeks. We are going to Asheville NC to the mountains and I can't wait!!! :

What are the chances I will O while I am there? : and shouldn't I be more fertile after a m/c??? : Today is cd1 for me, we will be gone 5 days and 4 nights.

Anyway, Tear, you and I were cycle buddies a few back, why don't we become buddies again, AND let's petition to be voted pregnant!!! It should be your month, and of course, I am dying to have a bean in my belly too (feels empty now )

so, how about it??

I am soooo bored, I am used to working on Saturdays. I have been home recovering, and now I feel a bit icky, they have me taking an antibiotic I am fixing dinner and there's no way I'm gonna eat any. I still have sore BBs, and am still a bit emotional.

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post #322 of 355
7/25/09 at 11:40pm
Theres a great chance of Oing then, BelovedK

Theres also a great chance of success because all the studies Ive seen point to post-miscarriage bodies being more fertile.
post #323 of 355
7/26/09 at 8:12am
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Originally Posted by MaerynPearl View Post
Theres a great chance of Oing then, BelovedK

Theres also a great chance of success because all the studies Ive seen point to post-miscarriage bodies being more fertile.
I am trying not to be too :
post #324 of 355
7/26/09 at 8:34am
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Originally Posted by BelovedK View Post
[B]When I was in the DDC, I kept clicking on the little bean ultrasound threads, and that was just self torture I feel so bad, because I really am happy for everyone who has viable and healthy pregnancies, I guess I should just give myself time. I can't seem to stay away from the forums though
I still do this sometimes. I don't know why. It's like picking at a scab just to remember how it hurt or something. I think it's a normal part of healing. I'm glad you're feeling a little better.
post #325 of 355
7/26/09 at 6:58pm
You know? I am feeling just awful again, kind of without hope I wish that I would just stabilize. I thought I was doing so well.

It is Jeff's birthday on Tuesday, and he is going out of town tomorrow until Tuesday evening so we are celebrating tonight. Well, his kids are both 2 hours north of us, and neither of them were willing to come down and have some cake with him. He is very hurt, it has been on his mind all day. They never do anything for him on Father's day either. When they were growing up, their mother always made plans for them on his birthday and kept them from him on Father's day. It has always been a sore point for him. He is the best father, and would do anything for his kids (and does) I am for him.

My heart is feeling so heavy, and I feel fat and ugly I am just in a bad place. I think once I can get a handle on a few financial things I have in the air then I will feel better. When I actually start Weight Watchers again, and get a handle on this house (we have ANOTHER flea problem,and have to do a deep, deep cleaning and getting rid of clutter) I will feel better.

I also have a situation with a doctor who was prescribing me meds that I was going off of when I was pg. She actually asked me how I thought I could afford a baby if I couldn't afford my meds : (I had asked for samples and told her that I had a hard time paying the high prices of the meds) I am in the process of reporting her, she basically shamed me I am not telling the whole story, that is just an example of how inappropriate she was)

I kept seeing pregnant women today, and there was a scene in the movie that was pregnancy related that made me it was so silly and embarrassing to cry.

arg, I know this will pass, it just doesn't feel like it atm.
post #326 of 355
7/27/09 at 8:35am
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BelovedK - Lady.... Don't rush yourself so much. I've never experienced a loss, but with the sadness related to that and then all the crashing hormones going on in your body - you will probably have better days and then a surprise really bad day. If you still have some time off, do something that you really love, include the kids and DH too if it works. again... you will start to heal physically and mentally... even if slowly.

Court - Sorry you had the tricky longer LP... its so hard when that happens! My DH looks at me the same way when I start telling him I "might" be late... and why I think just maybe. He just doesn't want me to get my hopes up.

Tear - I saw your post about maybe still being PG with a shorter AF arrival. I'm sorry that even AF played some tricks on you. I hope that your midwife appointment sheds some light on whatever may be going on with you!

I think I'll start a totally new thread in August.... New Thread/New Name maybe it will help us lift out of this funky cloudy place!

AFM - AF is on her way out. Other than that, trying not to think about anything at all.

to ALL!
post #327 of 355
7/27/09 at 7:45pm
Bumping again

Taking the night to myself. Farmed the kids out, DH out of town. Plan to grieve and take care of myself (and work on the house)

I' might check in once before bed, but would like to just stay away. It might not be so good for me to keep seeing all of the BFPs, when I had one this morning, but an empty and sad one.

I truly am happy for those who are getting BFPs though, I just need a break
post #328 of 355
7/28/09 at 8:58am
Beloved: I can only imagine how you are feeling. I hope you had a nice night. Take care.
post #329 of 355
7/28/09 at 11:17pm
Hi ladies,
I'm checking in real quick because I miss you! We're on vacation in Maine and it's sooooooo relaxing. I don't have much internet access, but I wanted to send my hugs. :

Beloved, please take care of yourself and give yourself time to process and grieve. I think it's totally normal to want to get pregnant again right away, I definitely wanted that, and I felt like it would patch a hole in my grief. I hope you do, but also that you find a way to grieve and find peace with what happened. It takes time, like lisko said, so don't rush yourself. : I hope you're ok.

Ok, I have to run, but I miss y'all! AF is over for me now, and now starts my favorite part of the cycle.
post #330 of 355
7/29/09 at 7:25am
Tear, I hope you have a nice time I was doing better, and exercised yesterday morning, and started bleeding alot. I guess physically I need to take it easy. I am going on a walk, but that's all.

I went out and had the best sushi dinner last night! it was DH's birthday. We are going to dinner with his son, son's gf, and grandbaby I can't wait to see the baby, it's been so long. It sucks that they live so far, we can never babysit and stuff like that I am so excited to see her.

I miss BDing I can't for 2 whole weeks!!!! Oh, and the psychics are telling me that I may miscarry 2 more times, but will have a girl within 12 months. I don't want to miscarry again and 12 months is a long time
post #331 of 355
7/29/09 at 10:31am
Beloved, glad you had a nice night out. I started to feel much better after I started working out again -- more normal. (That's what I plan to do now as soon as I can drag myself away from the computer )

AFM: It's been 2 weeks since my m/c started, and no signs of O yet. Even if that was CD 1, though, I still wouldn't O for another week. I just would like to see some signs of things getting back to normal.
post #332 of 355
7/29/09 at 11:11am
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I just would like to see some signs of things getting back to normal.
I hope you O soon, heres to getting back to normal. I am hoping for that honeymoon ovulation.
post #333 of 355
7/30/09 at 7:20am
Did I kill the thread ?


My temps are still up. I am out of $tree tests, so I don't know if the hormones are gone from my body. I can't BD bc of the D&C, I have to wait 2 weeks, that coincides with our trip to Asheville
post #334 of 355
7/30/09 at 4:00pm
oh, Beloved, I know it's hard to wait. All I can say is try to be patient and gentle with your body. It is healing. For me, the d&c was not like CD1. My temps stayed up for a little while. I kind of think my body needed a little time to figure out what happened. Once my temps started dropping, that seemed to be about CD1 for me. : I hope you feel back to normal soon.
post #335 of 355
7/30/09 at 4:32pm
I am crazy I just got back from the $ store, I won't even tell you how many tests I bought I will try to be patient.
post #336 of 355
7/30/09 at 4:37pm
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I am crazy I just got back from the $ store, I won't even tell you how many tests I bought I will try to be patient.
I bought 13 in early June in one shot (and went back for more a few days later) is it worse than that?
post #337 of 355
7/30/09 at 4:50pm
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I bought 13 in early June in one shot (and went back for more a few days later) is it worse than that?
9, but I plan to go back for more I can't wait to test when there is really a chance.
post #338 of 355
7/30/09 at 5:00pm
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9, but I plan to go back for more I can't wait to test when there is really a chance.
Did you feel weird buying that many?

When I did the lady didn't even raise her eyebrow. She just giggled and told me good luck.
post #339 of 355
7/30/09 at 5:02pm
The lady looked at me funny, I just held my head up high and gave her my $$$$ Is it stupid to be excited about testing tomorrow? I just want a clear BFN.
post #340 of 355
7/30/09 at 5:07pm
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The lady looked at me funny, I just held my head up high and gave her my $$$$ Is it stupid to be excited about testing tomorrow? I just want a clear BFN.
Of course its not stupid! Think of who you are asking! This entire forum will find that perfectly normal lol

If there ever were a group of women who wanted to know what was going on with their bodies 24/7 with no question or doubt... its us.
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